Inactivity June 16th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
Right… So… Explaination. I’ve been really inactive because I’ve been posting on my uber-private blog, that basically functions as a big ‘Extras’ page. No one can access it except Ulrich9996 and I. So ya. Inactive.
Blogs February 20th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
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Huh… All my best posts are unfinished and in drafts… I should get around to them…
~ I feel it unneccesary to tag this anymore. You shant be seeing another.
The Questions February 10th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
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Questions… I have a lot of them. We all do. I often wonder why we think we need to know everything… But I guess it’s just instinct.
Blogging February 7th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
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Well, I am doing. I got a tumblr! Yeah… It’s gonna be more frequently updated, but with more… Tumblrish stuff. It’s at http://www.fandomsobsessive.tumblr.com
I Write Like January 11th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
In the eternal words of Tom Felton…
Music January 11th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
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I used to listen to music constantly. Of course I did – music is awesome. I slowly stopped, started paying more attention to my surroundings and such, but over this past week I’ve had a bit of a lapse. I think it’s because I’m worrying and the only way I know how to focus is to retreat into myself… Which means blocking out everything else with my favourite remedy. No, not tea, music. Okay, my second favourite remedy. Anyway, back to blocking out the world.
Just A Summary January 9th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
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I cut my hand today. I didn’t try to. I was attempting to open some sherbet. Damn you, Barret. why do you make your sherbet so hard to get into? All I wanted was some sweet lemon-flavoured sugar-based powder. But you had to make it so I accidentally slashed myself in the hand with some scissors. I now have little use for my left hand, for i can’t grasp anything without the plaster getting in the way. Fortunately I can still type fine, as I can do that without looking anyway and my fingers can move fine without my palm.
I hate writing my CV. It’s annoying. I have to write and write mindless nonsense no one wants to read. Seriously, what the hell are my hobbies?! Ugh. Boredom.
Gotta get back to it…
P.S. Extras updated shortly.
Random Confessions January 7th, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
1. I honestly can’t wait until I can shout to [Insert correct name here] over the phone ‘[Insert prior name], GET YOUR SORRY ARSE OVER TO MY HOUSE RIGHT NOW. I have a surprise for you.’ and hang up.
2. I wish I had more guts.
3. I am waiting. Always waiting.
4. I have never hated a real person. I have a true hatred for my mental idea of real people, but who you are in my head and who you are really are probably very different.
5. I am forever trying to improve myself, but after knowing all of my friends for so long, it’s hard to get over what I’ve lain down before. This frustrates me no-end as one of my best friends flinches if my hand goes near him.
Another Year, More Resolutions January 1st, 2012Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
Right. New years. Well, these are last year’s resolutions:
I will write more and be on the internet less
I will at least attempt not to get so annoyed at my little sisters
I will do something creative and/or constructive on Mondays and Thursdays rather than sneaking onto the internet
I will finish that damn Airfix Spitfire
I shall survive another year, unless I get murdered, and if I do it’d better be interesting!
I got 2/5… Not bad, considering the year I’ve had.
2011 was, officially, the worst year of my life so far. There is no doubt in my mind on that. It was also the best goddamn year I’ve ever had. No. I’m not explaining. You guys should know, if I kept my blog properly.
To this years resolutions…
1. I will pass my GCSEs to the best of my ability.
2. I will write more. A lot more.
3. I will be good to those I love.
4. I will get a schedule and stick to it – regardless of if I want to do something else.
5. I will keep my appearance better than I do at current.
6. I will spend more time with my friends once my Mum has recovered.
7. I will take care of my health for once.
8. I will not let the demons get to me.
9. I will not let the morons/mortals/muggles/normal people/idiots/strangers get me down.
10. I will successfully survive another year without dying.
11. I will finish that damn Airfix Spitfire.
I think I can manage that. What are your resolutions?
Winter = Hell December 20th, 2011Posted by timegirl4468 in Uncategorized.
9 months of my year I’m fine. Maybe 8. Maybe 7 if I’m unlucky. I’m perfectly happy throughout March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October and November… But then there is December, January and February. The worst three months. I can say I positively hate January. It has nothing going for it. I can’t think of anything for February, either. December has my brother’s birthday, Christmas, Christmas music, a holiday from school and jolly times in general, at least. January has school starting back up, exams, cold, dark, frost, ice, depression… February isn’t much better. But all three of them are complete hell. You know why? Because my idiotic brain doesn’t like the dark.
Now, I’m not against the dark in general. I like the dark. My favorite time of day is the twilight. But when the days start to close in on me my brain has a spasm. See, I have something known as SAD, or Seasonal Affective Disorder. That basically means that winter is hell. I become depressed in the darker months and get everything that goes with it. I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to move, I don’t want to live… But, hey! I have it good. I don’t get proper depressed. I get a feeling of a lack of satisfaction with my life, loose my appetite, get suspicious of everyone, I loose the will to get up, I become very angry all the time and I loose the will to live, at times, but that’s nothing compared to what some people have to put up with. No, I have it good.
I just thought, hey, maybe the world would like to know why my brain doesn’t work for three months of the goddamn year or why I get so bloody suspicious, angry, and upset during the bloody winter months or why I am hitting my keyboard so goddamn hard right now it is making my bloody fingers hurt.